I have been trying to write an article on racial
discrimination since morning. But I am having trouble expressing myself. I have
not written any article in the three months after my high school graduation. Hence,
my skills became lax.
Every time I try to express myself, I feel dissatisfied with
my work. This makes me frustrated and cranky. Sometimes, I feel like tearing my
article. I have given the charge of editing to me brother who has great skills
in writing. His comments about my writing were making me angry. He was laughing
at my work and I felt hurt and humiliated. There were times when I wanted to
quit but I could not as I feel like a loser. In time of such disappointments, I
derive my inspiration from the movie, THE BEAUTIFUL MIND. There is a scene when
John Nash, a victim of paranoid schizophrenia, thinks of giving up and going to
the hospital for his further treatment. But his wife holds his hand and asks
him to try again tomorrow. Therefore, whenever the thought of giving up comes to
my mind, I tell myself to be strong like John Nash who fought against paranoid
schizophrenia and became the father of modern economics.
I have not completed the post on racial discrimination today
but I am definitely not giving up. I am going to try again tomorrow. As I
believe that this is just a small obstacle on my way to a great post.
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