I still remember mom when once
you and dad asked me what I need to do in my life I replied you I will reduce
the pain of other’s people and I became a physiotherapist so that I can try my
level best to reduce the pain of others. But today I am not able to resist my
own pain. Doctors are slashing my body parts for the fifth time like they were
never the parts of my body…it is paining a lot mom I am not able to breathe
properly and they attached me with oxygen cap please tell the doctors not to
give me the anaesthesia mom I am scared I don’t want to close my eyes. If I
close my eyes it takes me to that scary phase of my life where I was being cut
into pieces I was just a bunch of flesh which was being continuously chopped by
those animals. Those faces were very scary mom they were like those hungry
animals who were biting at every parts of my body. I don’t have courage to look
myself in the mirror. Mom please break all the mirrors nearby me please take me
to bath I want to bath I want to sit under the shower for years mom so that I
can wash those inhuman touch which had made me to hate my own body I tried to
go towards bathroom but my stomach pain didn't allow me to move myself. I can’t
raise my head to see you standing outside through door glass. When someone enter
in my room I feel very scared mom my heartbeats gets faster my eyes searches
for you please be around me. I don’t want to be alone mom these medical
instruments beeps are haunting in my brain they sound like those unhelping
traffic sounds which muted my cry and pleads which I was doing that time mom.
The silence of this room is remembering me that silence when I was thrown on
deserted road I don’t know what happened but I was feeling very much cold in
the same way like a person shivering with very high temperature. Mom do you
remember once when dad slapped me in childhood how much you fought with him
until dad didn't brought my favourite chocolate…where is dad mom I can’t see
him...is he okay mom ??? Please don’t let him cry mom. Do you remember once how
dad got angry on you when you used to shout on me only for anything but they
have beaten me and my dearest friend with some metal it was paining a lot mom I
saw how he was bleeding to save me but they were coward rascals they kept on
beating him together till he didn't collapsed and then they scratched every
parts of my body repeatedly mom. You always taught me to fight with the
difficult situations but I am very weak in this situation please hold my hand I
want to sleep please put my head in your lap please wash my body give me some
pain killer my stomach is paining please tell doctor not to cut more parts of
my body its paining a lot. I am sorry mom I can’t fight more……
-The Cry of the Delhi
Rape Victim
Few days back,
in Delhi, the capital city of India, a 23 year old girl was raped by a gang of
four guys who not only assaulted her but put a huge rod inside her vagina. The
girl is currently fighting for her life and suffering from septicaemia. Her
large and small intestines are permanently damaged.
When I heard
this story in the television, it was dinner time. Later I tried eating but
nothing went inside. There was a fire, in my inner most cavern, it was one of
those red hot feeling, which craved vengeance.
I have grown up
among gods and goddesses. Since breathing, we are told about the goddesses who
are worshiped, feared and revered. That day, sitting on my father’s room, with
the television showcasing the story of the rape victim, broke something inside
me, for the first time I lost hope, I lost hope in humanity.
Where is the
humanity? How can the people who worship Goddess Durga, Goddess Kali do this
level of torture on an innocent girl? Are we girls born to be used? Why are we
seen as pleasure tools? Has our worth come to this?
If somebody looks at us with lust, society blames our
clothes, our intentions. What people fail to realise is that we are human
beings! We have the right to dream, to see and to speak.
Until now, I have never felt black disgust for my country.
A country, which is one of the hubs of religion, lacks the power to protect we
woman. A country, which treats women as commodities, as tools of sexual
pleasure, who should be used, battered and then left to rot naked on the street,
does not deserve to be called a developing nation.
Where are our rights? When can we confidently say that we
are free? After almost 60 years of Independence, we girls are still subjugated,
we girls are still dominated.
Where is justice India?
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| The End of Humanity |
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